I couldn’t sleep in the morning, bout 4am, i think of sending him an email, but I saw him online. I’m not going to approach him, but he didn’t talk to me for awhile… and our conversation …..
hey baby, you there? awake
4:04amDaphne
hi dear..yea, i’m
4:05amKent
how come youre awake at 4am,
4:05amDaphne
i cant sleep
4:05amKent
what are you doing on your busy weekend?
4:06amDaphne
helping out my mum , lot of thing need to do b4 new year, i hate when it come to n.y
4:07amKent
how come?
4:07amDaphne
lot of thing to do..making cookies, cleaning the house, and im doing all by myself, my mum wait for me to take leave
4:08amKent
well thats not good
4:08amDaphne
to help her with other things, that why i hate it\
4:09amKent
when is it going to be the other family members come and help, im tired of hearing you do everything and being taken advantage of
4:11amDaphne
u were busy urself too rite
4:11amKent
ive been busy working, and then sleeping is all, its not like i wasnt thinking of you
ive been busy trying to do things here to not be bored either
4:12amDaphne
but i feel like it`, is been aweek we didint chat
4:13amKent
you could of messaged me too, ive been looking for you, its your computer not working, ive been on many times
4:14amDaphne
i do, i did on during working hours , but is not long, when i didnt see u on, i off it
4:16amKent
i look for you on msn and skype, your computer either not working or youre busy, i try to be on but ive been sleeping a lot as well trying not to get sick and very stressed out as well
4:17amDaphne
im on msn every morning, not really busy but boss come in early, need to off after an hrs or more, i dont want him to know that im online
4:18amKent
well im sorry things arent working out lately, but things happen when we are far apart, i dont want to feel guity for not being able to talk to you, ok
4:19amDaphne
some time, i feel we are far apart, like every thing change
4:21amKent
we are sweety, but i dont want to be blamed for it, i can help it sometimes ok, and niether can you, we either have to live with it or do something about it, nothings changed how i feel if you think it has then you must be changing
4:21amDaphne
im not changing at all
4:22amKent
then why do you think i am?
4:22amDaphne
i didnt say that either
4:24amKent
yes you did in not so many words, im doing everything in my power to stay happy and to make you happy, but i feel sometimes that its not that way because im supposedly not there for you when you need me, I CANT HELP IT
4:25amDaphne
either do i
4:27amKent
idk what to do anymore, i just want you here, end of story
4:27amDaphne
as i say i want that to..but money is the cost of everything, im trying my best to save up. and so do u
4:29amKent
i know and its not working, and i feel the pressure from myself to be with you and the pressure you give me sometimes for not being there, i just want us together and im frustrated
4:30amDaphne
im not giving u any pressure, but we do need each other ,when we unhappy, stress and
4:32amKent
yep, anyways we will work it out sometime, you try to go back to sleep my love, i love you and miss you and enjoy the rest of your weekend
4:32amDaphne
Ok, i love you and miss you too
4:33amKent
i won tbe on til after 9pm my time tom night going out with friends fir football playoffs
4:33amDaphne
u enjoy ur weekend as well
4:33amKent
text me later or i ll text you soon
4:33amDaphne
ok..
4:33amKent
go to sleep and dont worry or be upset
4:34amDaphne
i trying not to think about it
4:34amKentt
ok, gnite
4:34amDaphne
nite..xoxoxo
