Dear Diary…..

I’m sorry that I been missing for a couple of day, as I was busy in the office with cases submission and other things. When I get home, feel tired and internet connection is not good. I need to do revision about product before teaching to other new agent which he/she will be coming for product training.

Yesterday (23th feb) received a belated present from few friends, who actually forget about my b’day. They need to be remind by a close friend of mine, which I told her not to mention it cos is over ages ago. And I really disappointed at them in the first place. They are not really close to me but he been working and celebrated it more than 3 years. If their really ur true friend, their won’t forget ur big day, but I appreciated their effort to get me a gift. As I inform them that I won’t be joining them in other b’day occasion started from now.

My life had been so miserable when u fall in love. We had an argument last 2 days. He wanted to me to get married to him, which ‘m not ready for it, the thing is he doesn’t seem to understand of the situation. We haven’t meet each other only on cam, hearing his voice when he call me everyday or sending me a text when he not free. He far from me.. he even told me that he’s different from other guys that I knew all this while. Well, I had to admit he is different and I know that he love me so much too. He think married was the last time on his mind, married is a commitment and I don’t want to miss it since I found him and I hope he is THE ONE that I been looking for all this while. I had can’t sleep well since then.

I send him a poem although I know he still angry with me, (that what I think he is) but he’s not what I think he is. He call and we have a chat for quite some time. He even send me an offline msg and is said : • ur luv in me alway keep growing every day by day i will never stop loving u my dear.

Friends love unconditionally. They have there little angry moments but what’s done is done and all is forgive and forget. Why let something that happened in the past ruin what happiness you could have in the future?

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2 thoughts on “Dear Diary…..

  1. It’s so funny to have a lot of friends but only a few who can really be considered as one. I’d rather have one who’d sit with me when I feel like crying than a hundred who promises a lot yet can’t even listen to what you have to say. Or worst, can’t even spell the word friendship….

    This is the meaning of friendship…your true frienz

  2. Pingback: Dear Diary – 14th/15th/16th January 2006 « Halfway Between The Gutter And The Stars

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