I juSt want One More day with YOu!!!!!

I’m so sad and depressed
Is all I want to do is rest
I go to sleep at night
But my dreams I just can’t fight

I think of you lying in that bed
And wonder if there is anything I could have said
I wish you were still here
But I know that you are still near

I love you more than you know
I just wish you didn’t have to go
I just want one more day with you
And I know thats what you would have wanted too

I miss you more and more each day
There is so much more we had to say
I know I will see you again
But my life is just started to begin.


If I CoUlD CaPtuRe A MoMent

If I could capture a moment
I would capture it with you
Wrap you in my arms
And make your dreams come true

If I could capture the moon and its brilliance
I would shine it down on you
To show you how you illuminate
The brightness that is given to you

If I could capture a rainbow
I would put a pot of gold at the end
To wish you good luck
In everything you did

Now I see something I can capture
That smile on your face
I see it with my eyes,
In its own grace

A beautiful site that’s for sure
To trace with my fingertips and explore
And bring to my face
To seal with a kiss
And a warm embrace
This is all it would take
If I could capture a moment with you



Even though this month had a few public holiday.. I still need to take leave to help my mum to make some cookies and do some cleaning…very tiring wei…
Don’t feel good today had a headache, as I didn’t sleep well the night before. So many things in my mind. I had wrote to Mark about how I feel, if I didn’t send him the email, I don’t feel good..as people say I think too much..but I have to think it positive and not the negative one *sigh*
Going out on sat (22nd) to celebrate my b’day at Firewok..nothing much just eat, chatting and cut the cake. On Sunday.. our agency have dinner at Silver Dragon S2 at 7om, boss come to pick me at 7pm together with his wife and Tien Yee but we have to wait for Goh…only we start dinner at 8am *gosh*I was damn hungry didn’t eat lunch as I busy at home. They really enjoy themselves with singing . We going home about 10.30pm. Is my first time going to this new restaurant, big and nice though.

The following morning and Tuesday all the agent’s going for training. I was very boring though , have something to do, at least I finish it up. Boss promise to paid my salary when he’s back on wed. He’s here at 1.30pm where I supposed to go to Lam place 4 lunch cos I didn’t want to stay in the office alone. I know Lam have something to tell me, she really upset and need to voice out..otherwise she going to burst out one day…


Love WithIn

How can I forget
The first day when we meet..
After so many years…
You hold my hands
To warm for it was cold
Cold as ice, feeling a bit nervous
As I glaze into your eyes…..

Your eyes were still the same
I can see the love within
As you looked into mine
Telling you still love and care
Willing to share the love
That you have kept deep inside

Deep inside for so many years
The love within your heart
For you don’t know how to express
The love within your heart
Because of the fear
Fear of rejection and being hurt….

Being hurt by the love within
But you didn’t tell me
That you have loved me ever since
But even then…the love within
Will kept us together again…..


It’s AlWaYs BeeN YoU

I still remember the summer when we first met
The times we spent together
I have never been able to forget
Something inside of me told me it was so right
Because even on the cloudiest days, when I was with you, the sun shone so bright

Then, without warning, you just went away
I could never forget how I felt that day
It felt like my world was
crashing down around me
Being without you made it hard to breathe

I moved on and started other relationships
But for some reason it was
always you that I missed
No matter how hard I tried,
you just couldn’t be replaced
My love for you would not be erased

After a while, I saw that no one
has ever been able to duplicate
Your laugh, your touch, your smile, your face
The way I felt when I was with you
was simply unmatched
To you is where my heart
has always been attached

Now we’ve been reunited
and it is once again you and me
The sun is back shining and it seems like it was so meant to be
I can’t believe I wasted all that time trying to start something new
Because after all these years, I’ve realized that it’s always been you



I found love where I least expected to
it was right there in front of me
all the while. you light up the room
with your smile you stole my heart

You take my breath away now all
I want is you, to lose myself
in your loving arms, to share
everything with you to dream with you.

And experience all the little things
of life with you we accept each
other for who we are and always
find sweet serenity in each others
arms. It is you that I see it is
me I found you I found love


^^What a Women Want^^

A woman wants to be held tight,
to be told everything will turn out all right,
she wants a man who understands,
that she can’t always be strong,
she wants comfort in the night,
to be told she’s safe in her lover’s arms.
She wants to be told she’s beautiful,
especially when she doesn’t feel it,
she doesn’t want to hear frustrated sighs
when she’s down,
she wants to hear
I Love You.

A woman wants compassion and love,
she needs to be told every day
that she’s loved in every way,
when she’s down
and you don’t know what to do,
just hold her close to you,
she needs to be touched in every way,
she wants to be romanced,
she wants to be fought for,
to know she’s worth the sacrifice
that you will go through.
She wants to know you love her deeply,
And if you don’t show it she’ll think you don’t.

So if you want a woman’s heart,
just keep one thing in mind,
she’ll give you everything she’s got,
if you do the same,
but if you deceive her,
there’s only so far you can go,
before her love starts to die,
and in the end it will be you
who is left to cry.



I feel you everywhere…
Your arms are wrapped around me tight
I see your wink over the morning paper
And your smug grin, as you wait for me in our bed at night

I feel your loving presence…
You’re still everything to me
You’re in every laugh that I hear
And every smile that I see
You’re still a part of all I do
You’re locked tight in my memory
(I’ve thrown away the key)

You’re still all I want (for me)…
You’re in every poem that I write
And every song that I sing
You’re part of every good book that I’ve read
You’re the dominant player in all my dreams
You were (and are) my heart’s desire
In the still of night I still feel your fire
And I’m now newly acquainted with the sting

I’m trying so hard…
To keep you ever near
By far my greatest fear, babe,
Is that you’ll disappear
Don’t leave me honey
I still need you by my side
I promise I’ll get on with life
I just need some time

In the meantime…
Let me go on loving you
In the only way I know how
With all that I am
With every breath that I take
With every smile and every tear
With every kindness I bestow
I still will walk in faith…

I pay tribute to you, love
You were ~ I AM ~